Strength Of My Heart
I woke up around 3 AM this morning and my heart was pounding out of my chest. I realized that it was just a dream. I was trying to rescue a neighbor from danger and things looked really bad…then I woke up. As I’ve gotten older, I think about my heart a lot more. This important muscle only has so many pumps/beats left. I’m pretty inconsistent with exercise for my heart. I really need to take better care of my heart with diet and exercise. I read this psalm of Asaph and I was reminded that in God’s World – He is the strength of my heart. Check this out….
23 Yet I am always with you; you hold me by my right hand. 24 You guide me with your counsel, and afterwards you will take me into glory. 25 Whom have I in heaven but you? And earth has nothing I desire besides you. 26 My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion for ever. 27 Those who are far from you will perish; you destroy all who are unfaithful to you. 28 But as for me, it is good to be near God. I have made the Sovereign Lord my refuge; I will tell of all your deeds. (Psalm 73:23-28 NIV)
I did go back to sleep this morning after my bad dream. I did ask the Lord to calm my spirit and help me to rest. When I desire nothing more than to glorify Him, it’s not the number of days I’m here on earth that should matter most. What matters should be how I use the days here on earth that I have left. I really want to grow in my trust of the Lord to be the strength of my heart. I have failed Him so many times with stupid decisions and evil thoughts – I need Him to soften the callouses on my heart so that He can be all I need. When I have Him in His proper place the things of this world fade deep into the background where they belong. He is the most important pursuit of my life!
Pressing On! Dwayne