A Different Kind Of Debt
I have confessed to many that during the recession that started in 2007 and caused financial hurt to many for at least 3 or 4 years, I also had debt. I almost lost most of my material possessions because I was way too leveraged financially. In other words, I was in debt up to my eyeballs and my income stream had shrunk significantly. I look back now with gratitude that the Lord guided me through that season of life. I have since sought counsel and wisdom on managing my finances so that hopefully, I never get that close to the brink ever again.
I am learning that I now carry a different type of debt. I am profoundly grateful to so many people who have invested in me over the years to educate and build me into the man I am today. I could make a list and it would not be short. I have been challenged to be more grateful as I reflect on my life journey.
Paul writes to Philemon, the owner of Onesimus (a slave) who had found Paul and is now a Christ follower. Paul sends Onesimus back to his owner with this 25-verse letter appealing to Philemon as a Christ follower and he wants the situation to reflect the fact that both, Philemon & Onesimus are Christ followers.
17 So if you consider me a partner, welcome him as you would me. 18 And if he has wronged you in any way, or owes you anything, charge that to my account. 19 I, Paul, write this with my own hand: I will repay it—not to mention to you that you owe me even your very self. 20 Yes, brother, may I benefit from you in the Lord; refresh my heart in Christ. 21 Since I am confident of your obedience, I am writing to you, knowing that you will do even more than I say. (Philemon 17-21 CSB)
Paul’s appeal to Philemon was from the basis of their personal relationship but also as a Christ follower. Philemon is in debt to Paul. Onesimus is in debt to Philemon & Paul. Paul made it clear that he’s in debt to Christ. These are debts that really can’t be paid off. I will carry my debts to the people who invested in me until the day I met Jesus. I am also investing into people who will “owe” me – not really me – Christ in me.
I want to continue to push back on financial debt. I want to keep paying back the people that invested in me through the years.
Pressing On!
Dwayne